kisah 'a talk to remember'

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she said : salam, yes i think u misunderstood... sy not that stupid, suruh awak beli tanah or rumah sekarang... i know u dont have money and u dont have to tell me to 'jual my car.... kalau laku' and so on... because my car is a gift from my dad and no one can kutuk my car at all.. i am very dissappointed with your lawak.. or maybe to u.. u call it 'lawak bodoh' anyway..... for the 10years future planning... i dont think i want to get involve with it... we will see what will happen next. kalau awak nk beli condo.. or what so ever.. i have no objections and i dont think i can give brilliant suggestions or ideas for u... i know u look down on me.. but i do hope u respect me.. and some of ur lawak very disturbing and frustrating.. furthermore, i found awak skg easily get angry... or maybe sy jer yg wrong intonation...

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she said : thats the reason why i prefer to call u...tapi, kalau nk call awak, i have to ask permission dulu..if awak free baru boleh cakap...if not i have to wait...is this the guy yg kakak awak cakap 'bf yg tak penah nak marah?' sy mintak maaf if sy asik buat awak panas baran...sy tau sy suka berangan lebih2 on having luxuries home..tapi sy tau my limit and what kind of luxuries i could get...maybe not now...tapi in future...but u always...always underestimate me..i am very dissappointed with u..maybe it was just a 'lawak bodoh' and maybe only people like me saja yang take it serious...i am not having pms..and i am emotionally stable...
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she said : so, for the time being...i am not in the mood to talk about anything for our future....i will just let it be..and let u decide..sebb i dont think i am capable of making u satisfied, since u always condemn me with my crazy dreams...
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she said : okay..what ever lah...i will just follow if thats what u want...i will never be your perfect girl and i will keep that in my mind...

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i'm speechless..

and i can hear something..

my heart broken into pieces..

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